From the day they announced MJ’s death until the moment im writing this, i honestly still in the state of disbelief. It was so sudden! I do not need to tell how people around the world feel about this; last nite’s memorial shows it all. It was so impossible not to cry, hearing all those remarks from individuals closest to the man. My eyes were streaming with tears. huu..
I dont claim myself as MJ’s fan but i do admire this person for what he had given to the world throughout his journey. We will never undertand and will never know what he had actually been through. Was he happy,was he at peace, Was he lonely or was the love he had had from his children enough to keep him going despite the hardships, the tension and judgements from people outside?
As an individual, i feel sorry for the life of MJ. I think what hurts the most is the way he died as the world continues guessing on the cause of his death, trying to get to know the inside of Michael Jackson. It is sad that only when the person is really gone that’s when people only realized what they are losing. All they see was this man, who never failed to entertain people with his 100% energy and enthusiasm and passion, while keeping inside everything to himself; his feelings, the fear, the pain, everything.
MJ’s daughter, Paris says enough to describe what kind of father he was. I feel sorry for his children for losing their father in such a way.
Michael Jackson will be remembered. No doubt he will remain in the heart of everyone especially his fans whom he loved and cared so much. Rest in peace.
“People think they know me, but they dont.Not really. Actually, i am one of the loneliest people on this earth. I cry sometimes, because it hurts. It does. To be honest, i guess you could say that it hurts to be me.” -MJ